I dreamt that, for whatever reason, I had finally broken
out of this rut that I call my life, and made some
decent cash. Anyhow, I was at my wedding to a girl
who's name escapes me. It was like this really lavish
affair, and i'd flown in like everyone I know, as
well as all of my family (The dream was set in
San Francisco, for reasons unknown.)
Anyhow, one of the people who was there, was a girl named
Cheryl aka Teefers. We went through all of the usual wedding preperations,
and I seemed to be reasonable happy with the whole affair (understatement :).
Anyhow, some time into the dream, she told me she
loved me. This kinda fucked up my perfect scenario
(context: I do love teefers, but she doesn't realise it :(). (now I have to hope that she doesn't ever read everything :)
after this, I basically cracked, and had to get out of
there. My fiance, however, was kind of strong, and
was quite fond of beating the crap out of me when
I did something wrong, so I left a note for her, which
simply read "I need time to think. I would have told you in person, but I value my life.". (When I look at
this awake, it seems like a bit of a lame thing to do)
So, the dream cuts forward to when everyone has left,
and I'm on IRC speaking to teefers again, and anyhow,
I forget what words were exchanged, but I do remember
that they were.... well, not bad, but not live happily everafter.
I then woke up, and cried. Aren't I pathetic?