I am with my father and my sister. My mother is not around. I am not sure if she's gone or dead. Dead, I think.
My father has gone off. My sister is 3 or 4 and I am 6 or 7. I am taking care of her. We are at a park and I am trying to get food. It is Thanksgiving. It is not cold, it's warm. There are large family groups at picnic tables.
My technique is to move in on a family group. We play near them and I listen for adult names. We play close enough that I can hear but not close enough to impinge on the group. When they start to clean up and take things to the cars, I am ready. I slip in and hold my hands out for a bowl. The adult looks at me. "Aunt Norma's." I say confidently, because I know which bowl belongs to each adult. And which bowl I want. The adult hands me the bowl. They can't remember which kid I am, but I know Aunt Norma's name....I head confidently with the bowl towards the cars and quickly slide it under my loose sweatshirt. I bypass the cars and head around to my sister.
Now the game changes a little. We have a couple bowls so she guards them. I work the next table alone and score a left over turkey.
The problem now is that we cannot carry it all to the car in one trip. I debate about safety. We are living in the car. I tell my sister to stay with the rest of the food and I leave her, carrying the turkey. It's still light and there are still a lot of people around. She is sitting on the curb, bowls behind her, between two family groups. I will get the turkey to the car and then run back to her. The two of us can carry the rest of the food in one trip. Then we will have food for a while. She should be safe.
I wake up.