The list includes:
Places I would like to visit
with him
Dinners I will fix
for him,
handmade and served in an apron
Words I will say, breathlessly
others that I will never say
It is important,
I remind myself
to keep track of what I might say
but not as important as what I am willing to do.
In the long run
the words I do not say, and
the steps I do not take
define what I really feel