when i met her, i was lonely. she was nice, pretty, and NORMAL.
could she be the one?
i tried to convince myself that i was being dumb, that i didn't need to be so
specific about the type of girl that i dated. so i said, hey, let's try this
very
typical
person
and see if it works out.
she had a fun body. it was nice to have someone who cared about me.
that's where the problem lay; she liked me because i was like
nobody
she had ever met. and i got bored with her because she was like
everybody else.
after a painfully long strain, (i am too nice sometimes), i just had to get it
over
with.
she cried; i got annoyed that my cell phone kept cutting out while i was
talking to her.
i spent a year investing time into a boring person, trying to make myself a little
more boring so that i would be happy with her. because she is a nice girl, such a
nice girl.
i don't think that i loved her, although i thought i did. i was lonely, instead.
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