I think I came upon some sort of
revelation today. For one brief
flicker of a moment I understood
everything. I saw my essence, and the essence of those around me. I knew everything that mattered to
me. And then it was gone. I retained the feeling of
understanding, and
the memory of knowing, but lost
the essence. Maybe it was just a halucination. The same retention powers of a dream.
Perhaps I'm just crazy. For a moment though, I really did feel more whole than I have before.
Normally I feel whole, but it was like an entire new world of sensation was open to me. I don't know
what stirred these feelings, but they have not left me feeling empty inside. Though... there is some odd
sort of lack. Like something missing that you don't quite know what it is.