I sit, stomach turning and pulse racing. I was supposed to call them yesterday, but I didnt get the nerve until the office had closed (I thought it closed at 4 pm., when it actually closed at 3 pm.). So I called today. "Hi, this is mr. Larsen. Yes, I have a course running at your place, I would like to know if it will start, how many have signed up?". I have done those courses before, but never at this level, or as well-paid. I really really want to hear the phone lady say "yes, it seems there are enough sign-ups for two courses". Instead she says "I'm sorry, the administrator is in a meeting right now, can he call back, say, within half an hour?". I of course agree that yes, he can. 30 minutes more of Hell of not knowing, no problem.

It has now been 35 minutes. No call. I feel like a high school kid before graduation, hoping he won't flunk out. I never feared exams in school, though, so the experience is fairly uncommon for me, making it even worse. 2.45 pm. They close in 15 minutes, still no call. Throat is dry, bloodstream pounding through veins.

I'll call them again. Wish me luck...

I called. No luck. Their advertisement couldn't catch enough people outside of the regular season...