Last night I had one of many dreams where I am cheating on someone... my
wife, or some
dream partner? The woman whose favor I am trying to gain knows this, and
disdains me for it. What's more, she wants someone else. I am torn by
jealousy, though at the same time I want to help her,
even if it means helping her reach this other person she want.
This
dream is very fuzzy for me, because I am recording it so late in the day, but I remember running through a
landscape that vaguely resembled the landscape that surrounded me the last time I was drunk -- in the middle of nowhere in the
Jedovnice recreation area, in the
Czech Republic. It was night in the dream, and things were lit by an odd glow... perhaps greenish.
(laughs hysterically as he reads his own messed-up pipelink... fixed now.)