@cannot
can't
rest
can't
write
can't
agree
can't
limit myself to what's right or wrong
can't
grow up
can't
force myself to smile at all of you
can't
imagine being any different
can't
learn anything new
can't
run very fast
can't
decide what it is I've always wanted
can't
remember much
can't
forget the rest
can't
stand all the dirt
can't
appreciate morning beauty
can't get rid of the awful feeling that something has just been lost forever
my world is sometimes ugly, and in some sense, I am becoming.