it's my
birthday tomorrow.
hope to fuck it's better than today. today's been minor ups, big lows.
god, i'm bored. tried
inflicting pain on the PFY but
even mindless violence is boring today. tomorrow is also last day of this
contract. they're not
renewing. i'm glad. tempted to quit
E2 altogether earlier on. wrote something
fiery and
close to the edge in response to something
stern and
well meaning. was immediately followed up with
a whole bunch of
insipid,
middle of the road niceness that soars in
rep to the high thirties.
i wish you had balls. i really wish.