As I am typing, I have
lost the
ability to cry from a long time ago. Why? Because I was so
desensitized from my feelings for so long, I can't shed a tear if I wanted to. I have to put up a face that showed no fear, no weakness, nothing else. I'm so
tempered by being threatened,
beaten up, and
ignored. It will probably take a lot of
therapy to fix me up back to my
human self, but it's too
expensive.
I need to sleep.