I had a weird dream
last night.
weird and sorta
psychic.
I dreamt I was a man. But...like the man
manifestation of myself. I was with my friend
Elizabeth, and there was this man in her house and I was hiding in the
bathroom to get away from him...he was trying to
rape us or something (and since
I was a man, I have no idea what that was about, but anyway) and I was crying, and then I went to pee and lost a
testicle.
After the whole ordeal with the man was over, I was in some sort of big
circus tent...?
And I was telling this lady about it... and she said that it was ok, because you have three. That's sort of
funny, but anyway. Then she
castrated me, which wasn't funny.
The psychic part?
Today, I went to the
doctor and found out I was
infertile.
It doesn't have anything to with me
losing genitals, but I think that the sexual part of me (or the manifestation of me) being lost in this dream signified the lost of
sexual being, per se...the ability to
procreate.
This has been weird,
weird day.