Blargh. Here we are again.
Well sadly it seems that I won't be able to attend the
CVC dance on 26th. I wouldn't care usually, but I really had fun this past friday (
bowling with a buncha people from CVC). I attend
social events very seldom. I was looking forward to socialising with couple of individuals who i met during bowling. But - no such luck. It's really my fault...when Lani asked whether anyone wanted tickets - i just mumbled. I wasn't in the mood for any social gatherings. Now (as fairly often before) I regret my earlier decision.
Shrug.
Ski trip is about to fall through too it seems. I don't quite know what the situation is with Mike and that group of friends..whatever. He offered to include me and BJ in his group then that offer was retracted. Now he's "
clarifying". The deadline for
room deposits is this friday. I haven't hread anything from him. I'm pretty sure I won't bother him about this because I simply don't need the tension and the unpleasantness. It just makes me think of all the times I've been "walked on"..Whatever. I chose to ignore it like so many other things.
Fuck it.
I went through a couple of stores today:
Pacific Yamaha and
Richmond Motorsports. Crazy prices. Looks like i'm going to have to spend approx. $600 on
gear. Pacific Yamaha didn't have any bikes in my price range at all. Richmond Motorsports had a little
Yamaha FZR 400 (if i remember correctly) for $3999.. the price is about right (it was a '89)..the bike wasn't dropped it seems; but
farings were in pretty poor shape anyway - paint was dull; pieces were chipped right above the rear tail light. I didn't bother with the test drive (even though I probably could). I'm waiting till
October 6, 2001 - my
road test. Then I'll go through the shopping motions. Hopefully as winter is an off season here I'll get a good deal. We'll see.
RCMP is out in force! It's rather scary. I got two
speeding tickets - both at $173. One for 75 in 50 and 140 in 90. Crazy shit. I think i've seen more
ghost cars and cop
crown victorias in the last 2 months than in the last 7 years! It's crazy stuff really; but it least it's making me slow down.
50% of school term complete. What can i say. Fuck yeah!
I'm going to perform an experiment. I killed my
icq. Lets see how long i can stay this way. So far - 1 day and counting.
Loneliness is a terrible thing.