She left me two months ago, but not
forever.
She needed to know if she could
be by herself,
I am ashamed to wish she couldn't.
She could.
I plan to meet her in two months time
I
quit my job
I will meet her in one week.
This is difficult.. I
know.
I am
hoping and trying.
I want this to work out.
She's travelled and changed,
I've worked and thought and probably
changed too.
I will meet her in one week and it will be different.
I want it to be the
same,
I want us to hold each other and to make this work.
It will not be the same
this I know,
but it could still
work.
I am hoping, and trying, and
nervous waiting.
Who knows anything?
I will meet her in one week.
I do know there is still
love.
I do know there is a heart, and a brain
and sometimes the two can
fight.
I am hoping.. that the heart wins.