8.29.97
She made it clear that I am a
boy for not
talking to her.
Then
I let her make me feel
guilty for paying her $400+
telephone bill.
Then she told me that
she's sick. She told me about
iron deficiencies and
pap smears and her
period and
abnormal cells...
and
she cried.
But I don't
remember any real details cuz
my sorry ass stops paying attention after I realize it's not going to be "He and I broke up."
So I was her friend for
awhile.
I made her
laugh.
I sent her
home.
Home to the version of me that she can
fuck.
I'll say it all day to
anybody but her.