These are the words I can't get out of my head.

depression * suicide * authenticity * poetry * happiness * liberal * conservative * politics * gay * bisexual * guilt * pleasure * original sin * pagan * druid * marriage * adulthood * Peter Pan * rock and roll * sex * orgy * monogamy * polyamoury * suicide * incest * pedophilia * abuse * fundamentalism * asexual * birth control * nirvana * denial * enlightenment * boring * normal * clique* friends * outsider * death * goth * hate * racist * crime * existential crisis * atheism * agnosticism * Jesus * Rhiannon * childhood * city * hick * Nazi * Jew * audiences * hate * confused * drink * drunk * whiskey * gin * beer * mead * transcendence * hermit * Walden * woods * deaf * dumb * blind * peace * end * waste land * grail * sex * spear * misogyny * Catholicism * priest * celibacy * abuse * therapy * bullshit * art * suicide * depression

There must be some kind of way out of here

Big wheel keep on turnin...

I don't even know why some of them are in there; I was never sexually abused, for instance.

I don't think it's all that strange to hate yourself.