I decided to write down some of the thoughts I had while I was stoned today. Here is what I wrote, unabridged, spelling, punctuation and all:

Brilliant Ideas
Apathy is just as easily key to deppresion as it is to happiness
Happiest people and saddest people are apathetic
Key dif. is whether seen as good thing or bad
whether confident or unconfident
Happy person doesn't care of outcome in situations where he could fail
he'll love himself anyways and knows there will be something he succeeds at soon
basically = either way not bad out come, good outcome adds but bad outcome won't subtract
Sad person doesn't care about good things or success, failure is seen as bad but success is neutral
happy people live like they will die tomorrow, consequences are largely irrelevant but good things are still good
Sad people want to die tom. because they only see negative and don't care about pos. esp. long term positive- it isn't rational
when your stomach hurts eat damnit even if not hungry

While now I think the core idea of my "Brilliant Ideas" (I feel really dumb putting that there now, but it's what I wrote) was caring about positive outcomes vs. caring about negative outcomes, even though it makes sense, most of what I wrote sounds stupid. The last part isn't that random, I wrote that because food has been unappealing for the past 3 or 4 days (even after smoking pot) so I've barely eaten anything.