Things I am wondering today:
-do I dream too much
-do I drink too much
-should I really be spending money on clothes
-should I be wearing clothes
-is my cat ever going to scare away the big orange bully that beats her up on sunny afternoons
-am I silly to feel unwanted
-am I supposed to find someone
-do I want to find someone
-how long has that bean salad been in the fridge
-why is the bean salad now missing
-did my roommate eat the bean salad or did she throw it out
-am I as scared as I think I am
-deep down inside do I feel that sadness is beautiful
-should I stop singing to myself on the sidewalk
-should I go back to thinking I'm crazy, and was it better that way
-does music make me too happy
-do I really like broccoli as much as I convince myself I do
-do I simply need a lolipop and a pat on the head to make it all better
-is it the springtime that makes me want to jump all over every decent-looking asshole I see or is it something else
-am I silly and naive to think that there's something out there for me
-is everyone else just as silly and naive as I am