15:27 EET
I haven't written
day log entries in a
while, simply because nothing that
meaningful has been going on in my
life lately.
No, there still isn't.
But that has never kept me off daylogging for more than a few days, has it?
:)
Once again, the
work is seriously getting on my nerves. I missed the
bus this morning due to no
proper sleep on the last two nights, and got a healthy
dose of
whining &
making fun from my
boss and one of my
collagues upon arriving at the office. As far as I am concerned, the general
atmosphere here is downright terrible. I wish they would just
sack me if my working hours don't please them. After all, it'a
me who is doing
them a
favor, agreeing to work with an almost non-existent
pay.
I really hope the
trip to
Tokyo becomes a reality, so there is even some
motivation to sit here and take the
bitching. A new 8-month
project is supposed to start next week, and that long
commitment to this firm simply
scares me.
An old
friend called
yesterday. We were never that close, and simply lost touch during the last few years. I immediately
realized he only called me because he needs something, and I was right. He's coming over today to pick up some
CDs.
But at least he
tried to make it seem a little less
obvious, by providing a few minutes of
chit-chat before getting to the point. Too bad his
attempt failed miserably. I'm used to this though, so there won't be any
hard feelings.
Hopefully I can overcome this
noder's block soon, it's quite
fustrating to watch other noders coming up with interesting stuff all the time. Continuing my work on
synthesizers would be a possibility, but I am not satisfied with the
quality of the existing ones. Wouldn't improving them first be better instead of
noding for numbers? Or should I start noding
something completely different?
My
apologies to all of you who aren't interested in this senseless whining. I just needed to get some things off my
chest, and this seemed to the best way. My next updates will most likely be more
cheerful.
To be continued...