sometimes i look at the world and wonder. then i turn inwards and say "you shit, what are you doing?" i fucked up. my life is a shambles. and it's all my fault.

a fight. that's all it was. and i had to fool around with adam. goddamn, it wasn't even good. he'll never trust me again.

he wants bunny back. that's how i know it's over. bunny with me meant that even if we were apart, we were together.

and now i have to say goodbye to love and settle for friendship, one that i don't even deserve. man, i am a shithead.