"IT WOULD BE FANTASTIC IF WE HAD A CLASS TOGETHER...SOMETHING COULD HAVE BEEN ARRANGED FOR THIS SEMESTER..."
"SWEETIE IF I SAY MEAN THINGS OR SAYING "I MEAN NOTHING BY IT"....ANYTHING WHEN IT COMES
TO YOU AND ANOTHER GIRL, DONT TAKE IT LIKE I AM BEING MEAN TO YOU. I AM SIMPLY TRYING TO
COPE WITH SOMETHING THAT I'D RATHER NOT THINK ABOUT...I PUT MY HEAD DOWN AND SAY "HE IS
HAPPY, WE NEVER WERE" I'M JUST REALLY MEAN, ITS WHAT I DO"
"YOU WANT ME BACK?"
Tidbits of emails I recieved yesterday and today from my ex girlfriend. What the hell am
I supposed to think? 3 and a half years with this one girl, and she just threw it all away
one day. She fought for two weeks to love me, it didn't work. I miss her. I can't stand being
alone, I can't stand not having someone to hug, someone to kiss, someone to love. But that's
how it is now, things haven't changed, I would like to think they have but they haven't. A
Cure song rings in my head from yesterday, The Kiss. I think of it all day and all
night, I try to sleep but can't so I stay online. I wonder if I should think anything of this? As if
it may be some incentive of wanting me back...