I remember the first time we met. We had a great conversation.
I remember the first time we kissed. It was Earth-moving.
I remember what you got me for our first Christmas.
            A silver necklace, a grey and yellow Nike shirt, and a poem.
I remember the first time I told you “I love you”. 
            The day after our first Christmas.
I remember the first time we were naked together.
            So intimate, so sensual.
I remember the first time I gave you oral sex.
I remember the first time you gave me oral sex.
            So intimate, so sensual.
I remember the first time we had sex. You were amazing.
            I really miss…
I remember our first formal dinner. You were so beautiful.
I remember your first orgasm.
            I really miss that too. 
I remember walking the beach. We always had fun.
I remember the first time we ate at Manny’s. It was our favorite restaurant.
I remember riding with you to school. You were great with fashion design.
I remember your visits to me at school. Those were great times.
I remember asking you to marry me.
            The offer is still on the table.
I remember we would wrestle with each other. That was so much fun.
I remember when you left me. You had just come back from Orlando.
I remember the last time you gave me oral sex.
            It was the day before Thanksgiving. It was an unexpected surprise.
I remember the last time we had sex. It was that same December.
            At Azalea Park. As always, you were amazing.
I remember the last time I gave you oral sex.
            You hated me the next day. Mistrust set you prying and you found something.
I remember when you visited me in Iowa. That was a wonderful night.
I remember not seeing you for 2 years.
            I was lost.
I remember still remembering things about you.
            That was earlier today.
I had it great when I was with you.
            I should… should at least try. I miss you more everyday.