One of the most interesting
dreams I've ever had. Some background: Recently I broke up with my
girlfriend after 2 and a half years. I still
love her, but...well, you can read about it in my
overly personal node. So, on to my dream:
We (my ex and I) were going to a movie store to find something to watch. As if to torture me, she holds my hand for a short time and gives me a kiss, then for the rest of the dream we act like "friends." We pick out a movie, and as we're walking back to the car, she says, "Isn't this nice? We *can* be together as friends." And I just want to scream at her, "No! It isn't okay! This is horribly painful!"
It's as if my subconscious is telling me how it will be if we meet as friends, as she wants to.