today i lay in the lawn under a blue sky. some white puffy clouds moved overhead, in several layers. birds were flying in the trees above me, some much higher on the wind currents. a couple were so high I could barely make out their wings. i listened to some very peaceful music as i lay there all afternoon and evening. through this i entered a place that was as safe and peaceful a place as possibly imaginable. it was like a deep sea of happenings in front of me. so many things came to mind there, i will be remembering them in the coming days, slowly integrating all of those new experiences into my daily map of the world.