It is..
the end of a day and I do not miss anyone or anything, I'm content, very optimistic and intensely satisfied with most aspects of a life I still don't understand but
love. I think.. that it was
herbman's little words that helped me feel this way, or perhaps it had more to do with the way in which they were presented. Regardless, I know they had much to do with the way I feel at present.. what a
dreamy little human..
Today, I hear nothing but "
At My Most Beautiful", all the time I hear it, as I watched a sunset blocked partially by clouds I hummed the sweet, soft little tune. It won't leave me and I'm so glad that it won't, I don't want it to.. it's as if I almost have that
falling in love float'y feeling without falling in love. This doesn't happen too entirely often, really, so I'm embracing it fully and I've just
the hint of a smile on my face.
There is a
photography contest in the local paper that I'd like to enter if I had any film. I guess I could manage to scrounge some up, somehow.. perhaps take the five dollars I have sitting on my desk and use that. Perhaps that's why it was given to me, I don't even remember when my
mother gave it to me just that she did.
I was informed around ten tonight that I've to work in the morning at seven o'clock, which is really
quite awful considering I don't have even the slightest of desires to wake up that early. I really don't like it too much when I'm told I have to go work on some hideous job that will no doubt leave me bored (
few things actually bore me anymore), and annoyed in general. Oh well.. mustn't grumble, at least that's what
Joel'y always says..
I decided to add a writeup to "
Whose Node is it Anyway?" today, I'm glad I'm not a judge anymore, I really didn't like having to choose any one writeup as "best". It's too hard,
you know?
I count your eyelashes, secretly..
I wonder if maybe
someone will be able to make me smile with such simple little things some day, well, I know they could.. but will they
?
Michael Stipe looks so infinitely dreamy when he sings, especially
this particular song. I wish I had someone I could watch.. while they
sleep, as they do the simplest of little things that seem so insignificant when done by anyone but
them. I prefer this wistful attitude to the one of last night, when things seemed rather.. not so nice, I guess.
Something... someone, found a way to make me smile today, and they did, many times. Perhaps it was a little
water sprite. To those who would make me realize things that are less than obvious sometimes,
thank you..