I am..
Thoroughly
exhausted. Smiling, a bit. Happy.
Confused, as per usual. Drawn to a little human who is quite far from me, but oh so dreamy.
In need of a drink.
Today, I.. (in no particular order)
Woke up early due to the smell of bleach. Played pool, very badly. Weaseled my way out of a
birthday party that I was far too tired to attend. Went to
Pizza Hut, and made a fool of myself in the best possible way. Sang songs in the car on the way to and from the city, including but not limited to "
The Little Drummer Boy", "
Rubber Ducky". Thought about things a lot. Received an e-mail that made me smile. Felt like I wasn't
alone, even if I probably am to a point.
I don't know about this day, it was odd. Lots of
volatile emotion from within my tired little brain. I guess that happens, lack of sleep and all. Crying in a grocery store.. I was on the verge of crying at the slightest inconvenience most of the day.
Sleep deprivation can be a crazy crazy thing.