perched atop falling leaves 
slowly, falling slowly i've
time to stare off into space but
i watched you walk beneath
and you didn't notice me
i saw your swollen eyes
tear stained beautiful face
hurt for the last time
by careless lips of.. them

i'd thought that skywater might
fall as the leaves but
it looks like not even the rain will
be there to soothe your mind 
consumed with pain, you deserve it for 
being 
in a world that you are not part of
blissful sweat drenched musings
i am still watching, aching for 
your loss that fills me and tears a
piece.. peace of soul from within and 
nothing will ever be different again