I went to Smush Factor Last night, it was great as usual.
Nearly got pulled over afterwards for running a
red light, that scared me real bad.
Tomorrow is the first camping
trip of the season. Me, Cela,
Nick and Bethany will venture to Graveyard Feilds on the
Blue Ridge Parkway to brave the cold and (judging by the forecasts)
wet.
No matter, I'm sure it will be great.
The only thing that makes me wonder is about Bethany.
I've been friends with Bethany for about two years now, but just recently I've grown rather fond of her (and yes, I see that as a
problem). Basically, I know that there isn't any chance for anything more than a
platonic friendship between us, but that doesn't
stop me from being
attracted to her. I hate this feeling of
guilt just for liking someone more that I feel
is "practical". It's a pain in the ass, because I like to hang out with her, and recently when we are
hanging out I just want to hug her or tell her how
I feel.
Fuck, I sound like a
child.