Last night,
listening to my music and
looking at my books, I wanted to go for a walk, so I decided I would do it today.
I've been thinking about what I really do want to do with my life..do I want to transfer? Is it just something I talk about but am too scared to actually do? What do I want as far as
religion and relationships? Which of all the things that I want to do
do I actually want to do? I need that walk to listen to
myself, and not anyone else. To think things through without anyone's
brilliant opinions or ideas to influence me.
And yet, today...I am going shopping with Jen, going to dinner with Andie, (probably do a bit more noding), going to
the Diner with Sara and Joel...and then I will probably end up seeing Aaron and Jesse since they will be back from snowboarding...
And no walk.
I want to see them--I do.
But I need to think. I need
air to breathe and
time to think and decide...so maybe tomorrow...I will get my walk.