I just finished listening to a song I've heard literally a thousand times and know every word to yet for the first time it made me sobb. I don't cry easily and yet the tears just came and wouldn't stop. This makes me wonder if it's built up emotions, or mis-placed emotions. Maybe it's the fact that today I was forced to realize that the one man I have ever let myself fall in love with cares about me but wants other women. When a good looking girl walks in the room he doesn't look at me and kiss my cheek anymore, he turns and watches them. I just wish I weren't so afraid of giving up his unborn child. Maybe I could let my love go if there wasn't so many factors invovled.