I've had this dream several times:
I was only four or five years old.
My mom had left me with a babysitter. I am left with a woman who lived in the same apartment building as us. She was a regular babysitter
for a family that lives a few neighborhoods over. She took me with her to the family's house.
There was a boy there about five or maybe as old as seven. There was also this boy's little brother that was a little younger than me.
The boy took me into his bedroom and closed the door. Then he said "Let's have sex" I remember
telling him that sex was for grown ups. He said it was okay because
kids can have sex as long as it's kid sex. He said kid sex was when you left your shirts on.
Sometimes I see this boy as having red hair, sometimes light hair and
sometimes brown hair.
Sometimes the little brother was in
the room and sometimes it was just the two of us. This
scene plays over and over and over in my head.
The boy got on top of me and undid
his pants but then it's a blank. This scares me. I don't know if he
did something to me or if the babysitter came in or what. It's all just went blank...