It's my birthday today, I'm now a 10 year-old trapped inside the body of a 20 year-old. Nothing happened today, one friend called and I got a few messages on my cellular but I feel apathy.

Yesterday I went to a very close friend's wedding, 19 years old and his wife (oh God) is expecting a baby in June, the poor bastard. I still feel like a ten year old, nothing has changed, I'm no more mature, I'm no more enlightened to what life is all about. I feel numb, the only thing that has struck any emotion in me whatsoever is my perpetually haunting question of "how the hell I got stuck with a motherboard that has an onboard soundcard?"

I've been toying with my indifferent soundcard all day since it, for absolutely no reason whatsoever decided to just stop sending a signal to the line-out. I haven't found an answer, and probably won't. Happy birthday to me, Unreal Tournament without the tormented screams of my victims.