It's my
birthday today, I'm now a 10 year-old trapped inside the
body of a 20 year-old. Nothing happened today, one
friend called and I got a few messages on my
cellular but I feel apathy.
Yesterday I went to a very close friend's
wedding, 19 years old and his
wife (oh
God) is expecting a
baby in
June, the
poor bastard. I still feel like a ten year old, nothing has changed, I'm no more
mature, I'm no more enlightened to
what life is all about. I feel numb, the only thing that has struck any
emotion in me whatsoever is my perpetually haunting question of "how the hell I got stuck with a motherboard that has an onboard
soundcard?"
I've been toying with my indifferent
soundcard all day since it, for absolutely no reason whatsoever decided to just stop sending a signal to the line-out. I haven't found an answer, and probably won't. Happy birthday to me,
Unreal Tournament without the
tormented screams of my
victims.