Last night it was decided by myself and a photographer that I would play Lolita in the poster he's producing for the subject. There's no new Lolita movie, it's just an art project. We're both very much into it, and he's firm in his casting, but we have yet to find a Humbert. We want one very much. I am searching for classic saddle shoes and the perfect accompanying outfit. I am wondering what to do with my breasts. While rather small, they are still not the breasts of a fourteen year old. They'll betray me if I'm not careful.

It's becoming more and more apparent that I have a full-fledged Lolita complex.