Nervousness is setting in.
My
wifes last
paycheck has come in and she hasn't found another
job yet.
As I get more nervous I notice that I am also more
grouchy. She knows how to
calm me because I am a guy and that
almost always calms me.
We have
enough money to last for another 8
weeks but for some
reason that doesn't calm my
fears of being
broke and losing things we own. Doesn't stop my fear of getting
bad credit. Am I
anal about this stuff? Did my
parents bring me up expecting too much? Am I
spoiled? I am spoiled. I've never worried about money until
college and even then I knew my parents would be there if anything happened. I suppose that if my parents weren't
financially well off (they aren't rich) I would never have grown up this way and probably wouldn't feel like I do now. How do people without money do it? I think I would have a
mental breakdown. I am beginning to
admire those with less money and
security than I have.