I did two things today that I really don't
like very much. First, I skipped my scheduled
work out. Second is I blew someone off that I really shouldn't have.
The person that I blew off called me on the
phone because I didn't show up as promised. They called me twice. I don't know for a fact that it was them, because even though I have an answering service, it doesn't let me
screen calls. I'm pretty sure it was them, though. This person is my
boss. The place I didn't show up at, is
work.
Now, I think ordinarily most people might think this was quite
serious and that I might get
fired if I did this, but I actually can't get fired, because I'm
indispensable. Wow, that sounds so
bizarre, even as I type it, but it's true and it just
dawned on me.
The really strange thing is I'm not
worried, instead, I feel
guilty. I let my boss down when he was counting on me. But I feel, that I'm being taken advantage of, and I don't really want to be there.