i don't know what this means. it fell out of my head.
i couldn't stand
on my own
i needed your arms
for support
and your words to
comfort my many tumbles
i couldn't breathe
without you
and it scared me
it hurt, and i tried to
run away from the feeling
that i couldn't be
but for your presence
i thought
i was wrong and
now..
there is nothing but
i like it.
you are not there
and i still live.
i still walk.
i still breathe and i am not lost.
(only when i want to be)
don't try to find me
no one to catch me when i fall
i love it.
i hadn't thought
you were keeping me down
not holding, loving.
comfort in routine
it is harder to pull myself up
without your assistance
but when i am standing i feel
s t a b l e
i've grown a skin of pure emotion
you might break it but
i exist for me, now.
there is no us
I love it.
I'd blindly follow the most hopeless of paths
just to distance myself from you and the things
you made me believe.