this is
what i want to be when i grow up.
i want to sit on a rocking chair and rock back and forth to the sounds of eternity and nothing all at once.
mountains and a lake...maybe a satellite dish.
shopping for groceries once a month--only buy what's neccesary. computer for news. no telelvision.
i want to know everything worth asking but never be asked.
i want to live out the rest of my life in silence aside from the cows and the chickens and the hamster wheel in my head.
this is what i want to be when i grow up.
try telling that to the guidance counseler.