I wanted you full of stars. I wanted
to escape from this world.
I wanted you to
wrap yourself around me,
protect me from the world you'd become.
I wanted to sleep not in a bed, but with nothing else that could hurt me. I wanted to define you as
everything that was not me, and I wanted
you on my side.
I wanted you to
show me your darkness, and reveal
the infinite lights hidden within.
I wanted you to take everything and destroy the pain.
I wanted to care about nothing else. I wanted
nothing to escape from except into you.
I wanted you to become reality, so that
there was nothing else left.