A Letter To Father

I can sit here and try to explain how I feel
However, the truth is clear
There isn't a single word that could explain how I feel
You expect me to be the best
To always know right from wrong
But I am far from the perfect image you hold
I am human

I hate your eyes
I hate the way they tell me all of the lies
And they hide the lies behind false hope
I hate the way you build my hopes up
And then tear them down like an old abandoned building

I can sit here and try to explain how I feel
But the truth has always been that you will never understand
You will never understand me
You will never understand my actions
And last but not least
You will never, ever understand or feel the pain that you have caused