Words fail me.
This is the simple theme for today...
They fail to express my over-worked brain and how tired it has become with deadlines fast approaching...
They fail to allow me to discribe my eye-watering hallucinegetic vision and the pain from staring at computer screens...
They fail to describe my hopeless-adoration for one seemingly unresponsive woman...
They fail me in asking for help in many many ways...
They fail to allow me the finer detail to express my concerns
They fail to give me an outlet for bizarre ideas
They fail to exchange my hearts last gasp
They fail to find solace, peace or pleasure...
They simply fail me...
Rather I may have failed them...
I guess this may be true...
I can't find words still...to explain this here too...
For those keeping score at home: 1 year and 9 days...
For those who know my meaning here...game over - I lost...again...(I think it's obvious when I can't get ten minutes of face time as she'd rather watch her rented video but she'd plan whole blocks of her weekend to spend with others...)
But work's ... work...
Maybe I could be a English teacher in Japan...
I'd probably prefer teaching calculus in West Virginia though (Bluegrass...mountains...space...)
Everything but love...(sigh)