My little cousin committed suicide yesterday.

She hung herself in the backyard. Her mom had to cut her down because none of the neighbors were home.

She's turning 22 next week. I don't know her well these days, but when we were all kids, we were closer. She was always the tiny cute one running around with the other really little kids.

Her family is waiting until her brother flies in to make the decision about ending life support.

I don't feel good.