I don't ever want to grow up. I just don't see any good in it.

You work. You have "responsibilities". You don't "play" anymore, you have "leisure time" and do things that don't really sound like much fun anyways...like golf, and having people over for dinner and talking about adult things. I'm sure I'm oversimplifying things, maybe I'm missing the point entirely, but to me it doesn't sound too good at all. Maybe I'll think those kinds of things are fun eventually too, just like I don't think things I thought were fun 10 years ago are fun now.

I really do hope there is something to all this I'm not getting...it all seems pretty pointless to me.