12:27
Happy 420 to all the "High" Everythingians!
I'll most likely "celebrate" the occasion by simply chilling out and watching Saving Grace. Too bad my copy of Half Baked is still located somewhere in Otaniemi.
Due to several separate incidents, this week I have learned that being overrated by people sucks. While it's nice to have people believe in you, it's not a pleasant feeling to know that eventually you will let them down and prove to be a major disappointment. It makes me feel like a complete fake waiting to be detected. When people do not think much of you, at least there is the possibility to surprise them.
Bah. Maybe I could just use a healthy dose of self confidence. Which unfortunately isn't sold in 1kg bags in any stores around Hämeenlinna.
Forgetting the unconstructive feelings of being insufficient, things are quite peachy. How couldn't they be - it's Friday. I just have to decide what projects of mine I should concentrate on for the 2.5 days. The international herbal remedies day may somewhat limit my rate of activity tonight, but then again I am almost out of party materials.. :)