Everything2 to has officially intruded on my life.
Okay, so I knew I was addicted. So what? I could handle it. It wasn’t getting in the way.
Then I was awake this morning, messaging and receiving messages about improving my nodes and watching nodes become deleted.
I should have been doing my Spanish project.
I got 4 hours of sleep, which made me tired and aggravated my already sick body.
I forgot half of my information and my sources in front of the computer, all printed and nicely stapled.
I was the first to present.
I forgot what I wanted to say.
I left out an enormous amount of information.
I lacked sources.
I stuttered badly and forgot my Spanish vocabulary.
I was the first to present.
It’s all over now, but I remain wary of this drug. This, nodegel. What started so good is showing it’s true colors. I must grow or leave in shame. Otherwise I will punch myself.
At least it’s only school. Some here could get fired.
Right now I should be doing Physics homework.