I don't know
how he wandered into my life, I can't even place exactly
when it was.. but I'm quite sure I know
why. I don't know how
I fell so hard and so
fast and I swear it still frightens me
beyond words to even think about it, but there he is.. this person, this intensely
dreamy little human who just happened along.
He
says these thoughtful little things that have rendered me
speechless on several occasions, and it's like, I don't even know.. all I do know is I've never felt this
swept away.
Honesty, I can't believe how
frightening honesty is.. it's as if I've never even had it in my
life before, not like this, it's so penetrating, so just, utterly amazing that any one human could be like he is. I've heard a thousand seemingly "
romantic" things, and I probably almost liked them
to a point.. but it's become apparent that I had yet to even discover what romance
is, really. I think it's even more than that, though, it's so much more than anything I can even begin to
comprehend.
I always think that maybe I have this thing called "
life" figured out, but I'm so far from that.. I'll never understand it, and
I don't even want to anymore, I'm just so infinitely thankful that I am, nothing more,
just being is something I've learned to
love.
You, your
dreamy voice, the way you make me
smile without even trying.. you.. are
amazing. I mean, how could I possibly deserve to even be graced with the honor of knowing this boy, nevermind
everything else. I don't know where any of
it is going, it doesn't matter.. you make me feel more
alive than I ever have and for this, regardless of how long it lasts, I will be
forever grateful. I could go on, and on.. endlessly.. but you know what..
"
There's no need for words right now.." -
Faith Hill
I stuck in a couple little pieces of lines from "Breathe" by Faith Hill in here and the title, they were just appropriate.. :)