After my despairing post on March 3, 2000, yesterday turned out okay after all. I got my acceptance letter from Stanford. I don't intend to actually go there, but I was starting to feel unwanted. Especially as my SO was getting snapped up left and right by prestigious universities. Berkeley is even flying him out there. I felt both jealous and ashamed of being jealous. So, I feel much better now. Yay.