The full
reality of this hit me in late '97. I am not an attractive man, however I am not an unattractive man either. I have some attractive
qualities, however they are balanced with some unattraactive ones. I am the prime example of average. Some
women do find me
attractive, however they are matched by those who find me
repulsive, the majority however are indifferent.
Keep in mind that this is a
physical evaluation, this has noting to do with
strength of character,
personality or some other such
intangible and unmesurable feature.
The life of an average looking man is one of duality. It is a state of equilibrium. If I am
silent I go unnoticed, if I am vocal I draw all attention. My actions,
thoughts and words do so much more to define me.
People with
extreme appearances always wish not to be judged on those appearances, however do they truly know the
burden of being
average. When you know that your appearance says nothing about you? Every
word, every
action must be thought out because it is by those alone that one is judged.
It's a lot of
pressure.