I just wanted to take the opportunity to thank all those people who responded with encouragement and advice to my October 29, 2002 daylog. Actually, after the fact, I'm kind of embarrassed to have posted it - it seems kind of melodramatic and over-the-top when I read it now. I mean, really I'm ok, I never got hurt or anything, and I'd already decided my marriage was over before then. I think part of what prompted the writeup is that I'm cycling back down into a depression, and everything seems worse and more momentous then. Don't worry, I've dealt with this as long as I can remember, since I was a child, and I've always come back up. I am on medication, and I'll be talking to my provider about increasing my dosage, I just wanted to let you all know that I really, really appreciate the support you have given me. I may not be on much for awhile - I really need to focus on school, since this is my next-to-last semester, and right now I just don't have a lot of energy to spare. I love you all, and I'll be back.