So, I'm at a new college now, I went a Community College for two years and now I've graduated onto the big 4 year University. I'm a junior by year, sophomore by credits though, I seem to drop a lot of classes when I'm doing poorly. Which is what happened today, I dropped eight credits, so I have seven now. Seven. That is pretty pathetic, as far as I'm concerned. I'm not sure if I do poorly because of my study habits, insomnia, or personal issues. I was talking with someone today and we found out that everyone has the same midterm speech...it goes a little something like this:
Well, I had a pretty bad semester this time around, but next semester I'll try harder. I'll study more. I won't drink as much. I won't procrastinate.
Hah. Yeah, I've said that how many times?
So, so far this has been a big digression from what I really wanted to write. I'm at this new college right, well, I used to grow up around here, so I looked in the college directory for this girl I used to have a crush on from like first all the way to fifth grade, when she moved away. You guessed it. She goes to college here too. Which got me thinking, would I recognize someone I haven't seen in almost 10 years? Especially because people change so much between like age 10 and age 20. It has really gotten the best of me. When she moved away, I cried, she wrote me a letter, I never wrote back. Why? I'm not too sure.
Is she still that beautiful blonde I remember? Does she still wear glasses or did she upgrade to contacts? I constantly catch myself looking around campus, thinking, "I bet that's her." I tell myself that if I ever meet her again, I'll ask her out, and if you are wondering, I have tried to contact her, I sent an email to her college address. . .no reply. I looked her up under Hotmail. . .no reply. *shrug* So, she could be avoiding me, in which case, fine. I'm not a stalker. The more I think about, I'm not even looking for romance. I'm not sure what I'm looking for. Ugh, this is one big rant. (also my first daylog, so downvote away)