The Cave
I am reluctant to tell this for in its telling my
sanity will most certainly be questioned, as I myself have
many a time questioned the sanity of my aquaintance and good
friend Ness Danto, since his return from a long voyage
abroad. But I must, through all this, hold firm in my
belief that I examined, in every possible way, the narrative
which was given to me by Ness and could not logically come
to any other course of action than that of which I am
guilty. Believe me when I say that my decision was not
wholy based on Ness' story. For I myself had ventured into
that damned and accursed place. I must now be very careful
in choosing my words. The account of the events between the
twenty-fifth and twenty-sixth of March must not be marred by
facts tinted with emotion or fancy.
A stench, that I later came to associate with rot, hit
my nostrils when I was within range. As said, the pit, with
a radius of slightly over three feet, gaped open on the
hillside beneath Meiler Boulder. The boulder, with its
worn hieroglyphics, had been standing witness, in this cold
damp earth, since before the earliest Scottish record. I
slipped as I attempted a not very wise fully erect descent
into the brooding darkness. My eyes grew accustomed to the
lack of clean sunlight as I stood listening for what Danto
had reluctantly described, in a place which had only the
languid dripping of water and the echoes of my own breath to
offer. The contour of the grotto which Ness' digging had a
week ago penetrated were indistinct, but a downward slope of
the floor and ceiling could be detected, punctuated only by
the anticipated stalactites and stalagmites. At the flick
of a switch my lamp dispersed the desolate darkeness as
shadows leaped behind every feasable corner. The warm glow
of the lamp seemed out of place in this dismal world of
grey.
The sloshy mud gave way, in six feet, to a floor
punctuated by a myriad of cracks, slowly dispersing
stalagmites, and spare rocks which had evidently fallen
from the cieling, twelve feet above. I sturdily walked ever
downward, as my steps grated through the millenia old stone,
only to see the inklings of sunlight grow dim behind me and
the shadows leap ever more vigorously ahead. The cieling
seemed to get higher as the seconds marked by the rhythm of
water hitting old, accursed stone, became minutes and
minutes hours. An eternity passed before I had another
glimpse of the cieling. This time it had a definate reddish
cast (a feature that Ness had failed to note in his hurried
account that had sent me from Miskatonic, in my beloved
Arkham, on this doomed quest). The water was ticking, and
after a brief note of the curious imaginary designs on the
cieling and some of the stalagmites, I set on my way;
following my friend's scribbled directions in that damned
little yellow notebook to the letter. I skip a stalagmite
here, note a marking there, smell this, listen to that.
Bah! What good did it do me when I was scrambling and
sliding through the maze of tunnels under hell itself?
Eight thousand water drips later, after stomping down
through the endless arrangement of stalagmites my legs
gave out and I dropped into a small grey puddle on an
infinate expase of grey rocks. In my dream a mad
flute-player played in the background of a hundred-thousand
unheeded drops of water. And I walked tall through tall
passageways of shining, black stone. And I willed open a
thousand great gates to a thousand worlds. And I willed a
hundred great races to rise and fall. And I feared, feared
through the tall passageways of dark, black stone. And I
closed the thousand great gates to a thousand worlds and
ran. I ran, ran through the tall passageways of dull, black
stone with fear on my trail. I ran 'till I could run no
more. And my legs gave out and fear found me at last. And
I slept.
I awoke to the startling sound of silence. The water
drops had quieted to below my auditory range and my sturdy
waterproof Citizen wristwatch had somehow quit at eleven PM.
My lamp had dimmed though I could see that I was leaning on
a wall of a strange supposedly sedimentary rock that Ness
had described in his yellow notebook. There were symbols
here (this time real and not imaginary) akin to the
hieroglyphics on the Meiler Boulder. After sneezing a bit
from some of the accumulated dust that I had blown off the
wall I noticed the symbols had also been noted in the book.
I stood and started to follow the wall to my right while the
shadows veered and swerved excitedly around me. With the
light at half brightness the gloom was even more
apparent and my concentration, without the rhythm of the
water, drifted to the smell that was becoming more and more
apparent and was eminating from some unplaceable source.
Twice I stumbled in the debris and the shadows jolted in the
swaying light. Aeons passed and I saw the other side of the
cavern, riddled with passageways. I searched for a
particular one, noted in the notebook that is now but ashes
spread over a stream under the clean sunlight. When I
reached the entrance with the appropriate symbols the queer
silence lifted and was replaced by the more terrible sound,
the sound mimmiked to me by Ness. But the sound, if it
could be called that, was not of human orgin nor of anything
of this earth but something infinately more horrible. A
black itching, scratching piping by the mad flute player of
my dream. I nearly dropped my lantern and ran blindly then.
But the thought of returning to the infinate grayness behind
me and of what would lie beyond the entryway brought a hint
of logic back to me. A hint of sanity was all I needed.
This must be some form of audio-hallucination experienced by
spelunkers on extensive treks in enclosed areas. I stepped
bravely through Ness's passage. I stepped into a black room
with a black stone in the center. This also was just as
Danto described; and, I quickly noted the measurements that
had been overlooked by Ness (3', 6', 9'). A curious (5"
radius, 1" depth) circular depression was in the center and
five perfectly straight (2", 4", 5") channels led away from it
to the four corners and one of the short sides. This
utterly fascinated me; and, almost all thought of the insane
piping fled in my excitement. This was too symetrical to be
a natural formation in sedimentary rock. The measurements
were too exact and the stone too queer. It foiled all
attempts made by me to obtain a sample for carbon testing
that would no doubt place it somewhere in the Pleistone age.
How it survived intact for such millenia was, however,
beyond me. No there must have been a seal or a door before
Ness stumbled in here. A combination of seclusion of this
room from major fault lines and lack of moisture to erode it
would probably account for it; though, still making it as
hard as diamond.
I stood up and looked for passages that were noted by
Ness. There were two where there should have been three. I
trembled. The lamp flickered. A hint of logic crept in and
I let out the breath that I had been holding for a while.
Ness must have made a mistake. He forgot to mention the
measurements of a find like the black stone, so anything as
simple as an extra passageway could surely be overlooked
without a second thought. His idiotic babblings of
creatures surviving from aeons past hold no water. Where's
the proof? A hard rock? A bit of wind howling through some
air cavity, making noise? Bah! Logic. That was the way out.
I chose the left passage and in my foolishness walked
bravely through it. Damn that accursed place with the
accursed piping through the fould, black walls. eternity
cannot kill that which cannot die. Nor are its foul
minions stopped. Deep under the earth where only the black
walls can see they breed and flourish until the stars are
right and they outnumber the clean, living things of this
earth and the Old Ones rule once more.
I chose the left passage and walked through it. The
ancient city of Hlanith kept its secrets for many millenia
until two tiny humans sought to disturb it. Now, as I
stepped through the door with my flickering light, with my
heart full of brave thought, I heard the piping loudly once
more. And, before the lamp flickered out I saw. I saw, and
once again I knew fear. I did not see the unnamable god
that once ruled ehre; for, woe to any mortal which sets eyes
on such blasphemy, on such utter unreal horror; though, what
I did by chance catch a glimpse of was a thing too terrible
for my brave thoughts and deeds and my logic. The thing was
a minion of the god. A yellowish, stooped, pupilless
contradiction of nature with libs, having no connection
with the body, thrust out of the air at impossible angles.
The jaws were open and drooling, some of the limbs seemingly
involuntarily jerking. And yet the thing seemed to have
some sort of intelligence. But an intelligence utterly
unlike our own, hating the very matter poor, hopeless humans
are made of. Seeing that my mind gave out. I dropped the
failed lamp when all turned black. And slept.
But I awoke running. Running like I had never run
before. Through the dark halls and passages. Tripping over
stalagmites. And still I kept running. In that last moment
when the lamp dropped. I must have heeded the water then;
the screaming water seeping through this fould and heartless
ground. I must have broken free of the mad piping and my
instincts must have taken over. I do not know what happened
for sure, but it is the only logical explanation left. For,
I somehow scrambled out of that accursed place under Meiler
Boulder, and ran screaming through the woods to my car, and
home.
I found Ness the next day in his room. Rather I found
what was left of him. The same prevailing odor as in the
cave hung around his room as I mounted the steps. It had
been a week since what I left as Ness Danto had started to rot.
The next day I took dynamite from the house cellar and
headed for the Boulder. The explosive I packed well inside
the cave, but I did not go further than the sunlight shone.
A long fuse was set and now the accursed gate is but a heap
of rubble. It is true that I was the one who set the elder
sign on both sides of the gate so that those from without
should not pass that way again. But I tell you that I am
not guilty of the murder of Ness Danto, but of what he had
become. For when I entered the room at the top of the
stairs, the room that was shuttered from light on all sides,
what I found there of Ness was but an empty shell. And the
thing walking and drooling was the thing from the cave.
Copyright Sergey Goldgaber, April 4, 1989
(AUTHOR'S NOTE: See my home node for background a brief discussion of this story)