The
world's not going to stop
spinning, the
planets aren't going to fall out of
orbit and
crash into
the sun, well at least not until the
andromeda galaxy collides with our
milky way.
Until then you can rest assured that no matter how bad things get, they can always get worse, but they could get better and the world probably won't end.
You may die,
others may die. The world will keep on spinning, moving through time until it dies,
stumbling into oblivion. It will be reborn over
millions,
billions maybe
trillions of years or maybe not at all.
You may not make a difference this
lifetime, you may be
reborn,
a different place a different time, your
stardust arranged in a different structure. Perhaps then you will do something, unravel the mystery that is the
existance.
Maybe
human or
animal,
mineral,
element any form of matter. Will you ever know life again or travel throughout the rest of time existing as an inanimate nothingness.
I think about these things some times, troubling, but why?
Should I care, so
I will die, become a part of the
Earth, become part of nutrients in soil be processed into
vegetation... my ticket back into
the food chain. On through time I travel, from one millenia to the next.
Then it ends.... the earth,
the universe as we know it. The galaxy and a new existance is born. What this time, will I be part of a
star, a new
planet maybe even
a new form of life.
I always have something to look forward to..... I guess. :)
I could become part of a
black-hole, that would be interesting. Perhaps I will become part of a star gone
red giant,
supernova.....
so many possibilities.
Perhaps each
particle of matter in the universe is given one shot at being a sentient life form and when that experience is gone, its gone for good.
I think i'll
make the most of this life of mine just in case.
I'd like to be able to
travel through space as I am, eliminate my need for
food, proof myself against the
harsh enviroment or lack of it in space. Float forever,
guided,
unguided? I don't think I would ever get bored, so much to see and think about.
Yes
there are holes in my plan. Even if I could pull of the basics how could I defy the gravity of a black-hole and I would want to visit planets of all types, how could I withstand the forces of thousands of
atmospheres on some of the larger planets. Maybe become some kind of sea type creature?
Maybe sometime in the future an
incomprehensible number of years from now my
stardust will have joined together as it is now creating me again and I will have the memories of this life and the ability to travel as I wish.
Anything's possible... or at least it would seem that way. :)